running into people that you know and did not see in a long time is cool...running into people you know did not see in a long time that you hate is fucking bad.
this seems to be happening alot these days...coincidence?? the shit it is! people just love to screw me over...is it that much fun? i wonder...

big news is, after a lot of discussions and argues and yelling and screaming and all that crap, my parents look like they're splitting up...mom's going to Canada and is planning to take me with her, and me alone...kinda saw it coming, and it's probably for the best anyways, but the Canada thing...i'm still not sure about it...anyways i won't bitch about it cause i know lots of people have it worse than me...it's just not right for me to complain.

gotta look up any ways to learn web designing shit, cause i'm gonna have a job that requires me to know these stuff...family business thing, and i'm the only one in the family who knows anything about computers...barely...better get started now, learn photoshop, illustrator, Java script, etc...sounds like a major pain =_=

i suppose having a job is better than having nothing. at least i'd be making money, right? and i'd have connections with the boss~.

Today, i got the usual "I Love You" so many times...
i got the "I Love You" for a piece of bread
i got the "I Love You" for a smoke
i got the "I Love You" for playing a game
has the word "Love" been reduced to such thing?? something said to get what one desires? something meaningless, far away from it's original purpose?? if so...boy, was i naive or what about my understanding of "Love".... now ain't that a bitch?

every single day when you wake up, you kinda have this feeling of what kind of day it would turn out to be...today...wasn't really one of the best
because of my lack of sleep...ended up getting 3 hours of sleep and getting up at 6:30 AM...which made me sick to my stomach all day....heh, what really helped out is that i didn't have anything to eat all day...ain't that a fuckin treat?...am i slowly abusing my body?? that, i wonder

plans kept getting on and off...just when i found something productive to do with my day, i get sent back home to clear up some conflict shit that i mysteriously got in somehow.....

been getting online..alot more than usual..met up some interesting people, and we're actually planning to take on some "Big Shot" on this forum together...or to put it in other words, "beat him in his own game"..in the words of one of those people~...needs a little more discussion though....my part of the song isn't really getting into my head ~yeah, my perfectionist side talking~...anyways, i'll get to that later....just hope our gang leader's healthy, na? *you know who i'm talking about*

okay, i got nothing else to say....peace!