The "Back to School" Update
Last days of my summer were calm, contact-less, and boring...well, except for Thursday (I'll get to that later). It was like the calm before the storm, you know? I'll just write the jumbled thoughts from the top of my head, cause I can't really organize them now :
My day started out at 5:30 AM. This always happens to be on the first day of school. I'm either unable to sleep, or just manage to sleep for a few hours and wake up extra early...anyways, I calmly prepared myself, made sure I look decent and all that ~laugh~ I have to look my best at the first day of school. It's just a habit.
I ended up in school at 7. It was weird seeing the school again. Nothing has changed..well..except the new marble floors, but it looks the same..it didn't feel like I was on vacation at all...maybe like, a weekend, then just any given Sunday. It was tiring just standing there cause it was too freakin hot, but I waited till I saw everyone I know and said my greetings, then went to my class and got me a seat. I just waiting with a bunch of friends till the bell rang.
Classes were boring. All were explanatory about the upcoming year, and how important it is, and basically just pressuring us science students even more. Then came the part about the whole curriculum and the new system...it was just disturbing but I promised myself that I'd kick my own ass and study good this year.
It was painful to listen to all the teachers today...except in the last 2 periods. The so called 'Teacher Queen" ended up as out teacher for this year. She started out her speech just like the other teachers but she seems okay...I hope she's okay. She made us write a little something about each and every one of us. Anything we wanted..I ended up writing about music, and my condition. I'm glad I can write about it freely without being bothered now.
I hope all my teachers are okay..I'm not saying I want them to be the best, but only enough to make me understand the point. I don't really wanna result to private teachers and after-school school thingies...I never resulted to any of these, and hopefully, I'll never result to them.
I'm practically taking the same subjects I took last year, only advanced. Chem and Physics were a shocker...they're double the size compared to last year's books, and I remember how much I suffered from those...I can only be hopeful. Rumors say that Senior year is always easier than Sophomore year...I hope this applies here too, cause I had a hell last year, I'm not sure if I can do it again or not. But I am going to give it my all this time, I'm trying to prove something here, and I will prove it. I can at least say that I tried.
It would be nice to know that I'm encouraging and being encouraged....no one bothered to ask about how my day went or how do I feel..and the people that I wanted to tell the most about it weren't there today...I'll be optimistic and say that it's not a big deal, and it's only the first day of school.
Looking back at how the whole day went, and thinking about what to expect in the upcoming year, I'd say that the day was "Okay".
My day started out at 5:30 AM. This always happens to be on the first day of school. I'm either unable to sleep, or just manage to sleep for a few hours and wake up extra early...anyways, I calmly prepared myself, made sure I look decent and all that ~laugh~ I have to look my best at the first day of school. It's just a habit.
I ended up in school at 7. It was weird seeing the school again. Nothing has changed..well..except the new marble floors, but it looks the same..it didn't feel like I was on vacation at all...maybe like, a weekend, then just any given Sunday. It was tiring just standing there cause it was too freakin hot, but I waited till I saw everyone I know and said my greetings, then went to my class and got me a seat. I just waiting with a bunch of friends till the bell rang.
Classes were boring. All were explanatory about the upcoming year, and how important it is, and basically just pressuring us science students even more. Then came the part about the whole curriculum and the new system...it was just disturbing but I promised myself that I'd kick my own ass and study good this year.
It was painful to listen to all the teachers today...except in the last 2 periods. The so called 'Teacher Queen" ended up as out teacher for this year. She started out her speech just like the other teachers but she seems okay...I hope she's okay. She made us write a little something about each and every one of us. Anything we wanted..I ended up writing about music, and my condition. I'm glad I can write about it freely without being bothered now.
I hope all my teachers are okay..I'm not saying I want them to be the best, but only enough to make me understand the point. I don't really wanna result to private teachers and after-school school thingies...I never resulted to any of these, and hopefully, I'll never result to them.
I'm practically taking the same subjects I took last year, only advanced. Chem and Physics were a shocker...they're double the size compared to last year's books, and I remember how much I suffered from those...I can only be hopeful. Rumors say that Senior year is always easier than Sophomore year...I hope this applies here too, cause I had a hell last year, I'm not sure if I can do it again or not. But I am going to give it my all this time, I'm trying to prove something here, and I will prove it. I can at least say that I tried.
It would be nice to know that I'm encouraging and being encouraged....no one bothered to ask about how my day went or how do I feel..and the people that I wanted to tell the most about it weren't there today...I'll be optimistic and say that it's not a big deal, and it's only the first day of school.
Looking back at how the whole day went, and thinking about what to expect in the upcoming year, I'd say that the day was "Okay".
Labels: End of summer - End of School, Senior Year
posted by Celestial Delinquent at 8:32 PM
1 Comments:
hey..*drags feet across the floor*
ahh maha!, you are very determined, i feel like such a failure! *dramatic pose* ...
mou >.< .. i don't think this year is going to be harder than last year study material wise, but last year i would just ignore all those annoying detail and go like eh whatever, this year i can't do that!
uhh whatever, my thoughts are so jumbled today i can't get any straight sentence out of my numb brain...
so good night and good luck .
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