Fracture

Anthony Hopkins is the kinda bad guy that you just gotta love. With all his witty comments and his easy going attitude, he's this mysterious genious...That's what I love about him...Though I've never seen him as Hannibal Lecter due to some people always thinking that Iwas 'too young' to see those kinda movies...but still...I love the guy. Though it really shows how old he's getting.

For a little while, I've been a little busy, making use of the time I got left before starting Senior year. I'm no where near finishing my school shopping, plus this wedding thing came up that I gotta prepare for as well, I like to think that I am done with that. But I think I'll get everything done one day before school starts at tops. Yeah, I got myself covered.

Been trying to get in touch with this old friend of mine. I believe I mentioned her in a previous post. She came back from her vacation and I'd like to have the oppertunity to sit with her before she heads off to college. But the thing is that I never had the chance to do so. Something always came up. I feel ashamed, since it's someone I have called my best friend before...so yeah, I gotta get it done, also before school starts.

Not every relationship works out. I learned that recently through one hell of an experience. You just might not know when the closest people to you will turn their backs to you and leave you there just like that, no matter how long you've stayed with them. I don't hate them or anything, I'm just sad. Sad about the person I am right now, sad about person I was with them, and mostly sad about what they couldn't see in me (and also what they could see in me). I can't do anything more right now, but feel this...self-loathing thing, but I'm alright...I just have new principles right now...and I hope I never go through this kinda thing again.

So I guess it's either I change, or the world changes...Does any of this sound right to you?