Picture Perfect....Almost

My updates are getting less and less each month. I've really underestimated senior year. or maybe it's just carelessness on my part.

Let's see...where did we leave off last time? well, workload kinda piled up on me the past week. As a result, I didn't even have an hour to myself, and been getting less sleep each day to get everything done in time. I seem to exaggerate but I'm not. I didn't really get to enjoy the pain relief I felt from my back, for it to come back again due to the long hours of sitting in a shitty chair on a computer to finish the research.

Next week is the due date for all the Projects/Reports/all that crap. All my individual assignments have already either been handed in or gonna be done by this weekend. but I'm in a group in both chem and bio, and no body seemed to get anything done. I had to step in and to stop them from messing everything up. I decided that if they're not gonna do anything about it, I will do things my way. and it resulted in me being the leader of the groups...they come to me to tell them what to do next. Let's hope everything goes well next week during presentation.

I should go buy something I want instead of something I need for a change...

I got pretty sick a while ago, it lasted a good bit. I had a couple of days off of school, but I ended up only skipping 1. I'm such a nerd, I know, but I have to, senior year...yeah, I'm not prepared to work my ass off even more trying to figure out what I missed. I'm still recovering from it...and its funny....the only time I really felt like singing and recording again, is the time I got sick...now I lost my motivation, I gotta find me another one.

The Canon EOS 400D looks so hot right now....

Bit of my Life.

Cheers!

Thought I should let this post more 'in the moment' , and decided to take a picture of the me right now, who's writing this :

Starting off the month with a playful sound, as I call it. I'm guessing this is the start of something new. I can't really descrobe what it is right now, but I'll try my best to reflect it in a good way.

1. It's funny how simple I could get. How the smallest thing can touch my insicurities so easily and pulls me down. It's also funny how you'd lift up my mood with just a simple line or gesture. Opening my eyes to something I've forgotten for a long time, or perhaps never really took a notice to.

2. These days I've been working like crazy to get everything done on my end. It's not that I'm trying to get everything perfect or something, I'm just trying to keep up, cause I feel like I'm falling behind. I gotta work at a faster pace. Yeah, I'm getting you done, Arabic Lit. report tonight!.

3. I think I might've done a big mistake. I think I was wrong to somebody...and I've been feeling terrible about it. I can't even reach them anymore. I'm a little worried, I can honestly say. I'm gonna give it a few more days and try to work this out. There's something I'd like to make clear.

4. Hopefully, I'm getting a little days off soon, so I can breath a bit. I'd be able to post more and get in touch with a few people I've been neglecting. and hopefully, get the rest of the work done in peace.

You gladly gave me everything you had and more, You craved my happiness,

When you make me feel joy it makes you smile, But now I feel your stress,

Love was never meant to be such a crazy affair, no And who has time for tears,

Never thought I'd sit around and cry for your love,

'till now...

I think I now know what these words talk about....

See ya.