Valentine's Day, huh?

Valentine's don't mean much to me...since it's only meant to be spent with someone else, unfortunately, I don't have anyone till now so...you could see how this is a punch in the face of all singles, it's like everything around you on that day screams 'SUCK IT!'.....yeah.
What makes it worse is that you look around you and you see that everyone (and I mean Everyone!) has received something on that day...and (shockingly!) I didn't......eh... not even a single rose of that god damned 100 roses bouquet.

It's been a little hard on me these days to work with this broken arm of mine...it's not broken, but it hurts like a bitch still....I mean it's better than before, but it's still pretty bad...I should have taken the car's number before it hit me....I was stupid to let him go...
Sometimes I think I'm a little too nice for my own good.....it's true, isn't it?

Another thing that bums me out is that my class field trip got canceled....sure it was stupid and lame and all, but the concept itself is what's important...cause we, the science students, need a little break from all the work we do, believe me. Today was the field trip for classes S-1 and S-2......S-3 and S-4 are supposed to go that indoor ice skating trip on Sunday...but as a girl in my class said "one's mistake effects the whole group"....around 6Th period, some girl in my class got caught fiddling with her cell phone in the middle of class (cell phones are not allowed in my school) So we got a lecture about it. In the end, we were stripped from our right to that field trip....smart, huh?

Last, I'd like to tell myself that...I'm letting go of something I've been holding on to for sometime now....well...It wasn't really mine to begin with , but I guess I kinda realized that now. And I have to let go now cause at any other time, It'll be harder on me. It did make me a bit stronger...more confident...but..I wasn't supposed to 'Trust'.....'Trust' really isn't my thing.
So I'm saying goodbye now...

Say Goodbye...