---Mom?
---Yeah?
---I got my report card today.
---Great! what's your percentage?
---92%.
---.............that's it?!
---............what?

Yeah, it went on from there...what? so now a 92% isn't enough?! at least it's better than the crappy 89.6% I got last year.

what really surprised me that almost 3/4 of my class got a % in the 90s too...never expected my class to be so smart...I have to admit, I fucked up a bit this term, but I know I'll do better in the next term since now, I'm a little used to everything. I can actually go through it while I actually understand what I'm doing...I think...

So anyways, I got school till the end of this week...not sure if I'm going next sunday or not, but that's the last day for us...I think, then it's a short break before Mid-Terms...

All this school and mid-term talk makes me think of college, which I'll be attending in a year and a half. My uncle says he wants to take me to Canada to live there with him, but when I do talk to him and my father about the subject and actually discuss what I want, they just nod and go on with me and even make fun of me., even when I point out that I'm serious....that led to me getting pissed off and not talk to both of them and saying that I don't want Canada... so....yeah, my fate's hanging on a thin red thread right now.

To be honest, I wanna go, I really do...I'm sick of being stuck here in this place ever since I was little...having only experienced only one culture, one mind-set...I have no idea what's out there...and I like to 'break the cycle' and do something that none of my family members did...and I do not wanna be locked up behind these walls anymore.

Everyone talks about how bad it is for a girl to study abroad...and how it's gonna be hard on her to be alone...but I won't be alone, I choose a place where i got family in for a reason, I know it'll be hard on me to be far away from my family but I know it's worth it.....

Signing off, The girl with the IQ of 110.