As mid-term knock on my door, I slowly feel the pressure of it, leaving me on a hault before opening the door.
While I notice other people are doing good in their lives...my life isn't as it's best right now...
it's either that my hormones are going insane righ now...or it's the environment I'm living in...casue I can't tell you how many times I wanted to cry these past days.....just so you know, I'm don't cry much...it's a phaze I guess, but some things still remain as they are no matter what phaze I'm going through...
It actually got to the point where I'm lying on a couch half dead and coughing my heart out, without anyone having the courtisy to even ask about what's wrong with me cause of that pregnant bitch we're sheltering....yeah, real nice being the youngest member who doesn't have a word in anything and is barely noticable, pushed on the side for someone, no, anyone who's not even worth it.
Whoever said 'Everything comes with a price' is a real prick...cause that made it actually true...
The Canada crap...shouldn't be too hard, no? ... So I've been given 2 choices according to my uncle:
-Go to Canada.......and study medicine.
-Stay here.....and study whatever I find suitable for me.
guess which one I'm picking...
While I notice other people are doing good in their lives...my life isn't as it's best right now...
it's either that my hormones are going insane righ now...or it's the environment I'm living in...casue I can't tell you how many times I wanted to cry these past days.....just so you know, I'm don't cry much...it's a phaze I guess, but some things still remain as they are no matter what phaze I'm going through...
It actually got to the point where I'm lying on a couch half dead and coughing my heart out, without anyone having the courtisy to even ask about what's wrong with me cause of that pregnant bitch we're sheltering....yeah, real nice being the youngest member who doesn't have a word in anything and is barely noticable, pushed on the side for someone, no, anyone who's not even worth it.
Whoever said 'Everything comes with a price' is a real prick...cause that made it actually true...
The Canada crap...shouldn't be too hard, no? ... So I've been given 2 choices according to my uncle:
-Go to Canada.......and study medicine.
-Stay here.....and study whatever I find suitable for me.
guess which one I'm picking...
posted by Celestial Delinquent at 2:58 PM
3 Comments:
YOU'RE SICK AND YOU DON'T EVEN TELL ME?!?! *glares*
well.. it's kinda difficult to control our emotion when hormone's taking over our brain ne, ri chan..
and I think crying's not enough to deal with that condition.. that's why I cling at you whenever it happens to me.. :p
your pick? let's see..
go to Canada and study whatever you find suitable for yourself.. *grins*
If I could, I'd come over and make you better... and punch prego in the stomach... thats right, i'd hit a pregnant women.
hora!!
you're gonna make it even worse!!
*bites jacky*
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