September 3rd marked the end of my so called 'Summer-break' and the beginning of my so called 'life' at this new so called 'school'...fucking yay...

the first week just ended...but..i didn't think it was gonna be that stressful, y'all. it's only been 5 days and i feel like there are not enough hours in a day for my own...i'm wondering if this is really better than staying at home all day...well it depends i guess.

it's like a whole new world there...seperated from this one...it's like these 2 worlds are not ment to collide, cause there are no ways that you can relate both worlds to eachother, not even the people i see everyday. you enter it and you have to forget that there's a whole other place out there and just focus on the world you are in right now...you come out of it and you don't even wanna think about the world you were even in a while ago...see what i'm talking about? you just can't work it out in anyway...that i know of.

how long are 2 years? is it really worth it? guess time will tell eventually...